Grotesque Me


Bad Water World

It's mid night again. I wanted to update the blog since last few days ago,but suddenly my house's kitchen floortrap fuckin stuck,all the water come and that's gross!!

The day after house cleaning, the floortrap suddenlly flow out water.The water is fuckin smelly,serious,I have no idea how the hell the things going on.But the water is like 1 damn year collect until now. The water is so fuckin oily and smelly! Oh man,I really dowan to think about it because I just clean in again!yea,Again!!!

You guys must be wonder,Why the hell don't u call people come n fix it? Yea,pass 2 days, a day after the floortrap stuck, my house electirc box's filter burned! So my house have no fuckin electirc, and same day,I call a Indo guy fix the floor trap. I paid RM60 for all the shit and i though already 'peace'. Who knows,the water came out at the next day. That's fuckin bad days man!!!

I hope later really can contact the guy,because this hole day i was trying to find the guy but cloudn't find him. The management doesn't want to check it because is not their responsible. Yea, ofcause. If I want them to help me clean up RM50 full of floor,I think that's their responsible than.

I really can't take it,that's really FUCKED UP. When my housemate sms me or knock my door,I know that's the water,AGAIN!

Please,give me some peace!!!!

Same day,Thursday...

Let's continue my last post. After I get home, I really fuckin sleepy. Finally I raech my bed and ofcause,I SLEEP! After a few hours, my housemate call me. In the phone, he told me that my friend in hospital,she having operation. I was like so blur coz I still sleeping. Who knows, my house mate more blur,he also just wake up and he call me from his room,just next to my room.

Okay, after that, we go visit her in hospital. According the information that we've got, we went to wrong room. When we open the door, we saw a guy/woman siting on the sofa and right infront of the door. S/he look at us, from her/his emotion, I guess s/he was wonder wat the hell are we doing. Finally we found the room.

In the room, everyone was like taking photo, play with the tv.What the fuck man, doesnt look like visitng a person who just came out from operation. I found out because of appendix,but donno what's the reason.

Now she's at home, I think she will be fine soon. eh, no..I'm sure she will. cause operation adi wat,no more appendix. anyway,god bless her!

***oh ya,tomorrow is monday,Illustration class.FUCK!!have to draw batik!!FUCK limkokwing!Don't worry,I will done the batik for your funeral,Mr. Lim Kok Wing***

Les Petites Couleurs

Last Thursday was fucked up,really. We suppose to have class in 9.30am but then our class order to go for the Swiss movie talk. They show 2 Swiss movie and I watch one of the movie call Les Petites Couleurs.

Les Petites Couleurs means 'The little/small colour' in France. The movie is talking about a woman which is a hairstylish always abuse by her husband. In one fight, she hit her husband and run away from home. She decided to stay in motel and doesn't want to go back anymore. Okay, let's talk about the motel. The motel is own by a widow, and the customas of the motel mostly is Truck driver. So the story begin in the motel, the women get a job working in the motel. Because of early marrige, she easily get hurt. When she's in the motel, she doesn't trust anyone.But slowly, she started to change,she learn to be stronger. After she divoce with her husband, she crash with a young truck driver. In the end, she finally found her true love and get together with the truck driver.

Shit!my english is damn sucky,I just trying to tell out the main point of the story.Anyway,fuck it. So basically, the movie is good. The way they show the movie abit 'artistic'.They doesn't show like the movie like a cartoon and they dont show the meaning directly some times.

This is my 1st experince to watch a Swiss Movie,not bad seriously. Here's the movie poster that I found from web.

Whole day of Wed..

Today no class, I woke up at 1pm and stone infront of my lap top. I donno what should I do for my 'rest day',even though my room is dirty but still lazy to clean. I also noticed my shirt already full of 1 bucket but also lazy to wash. I really damn fuckin lazy wanna dare all this. What a life,MAN!

Okay, after online, I chat with my friends and also lecturer. Fuck SHIT, that's really bored man. except chating then friendster, then stone. But end up, I think of pratice my photoshop skill. So I open up 1 of the people's drawing and started paint in color. here's the work:


After that,I think nothing much to talk about. BORED!

What a fuckin life man,every day stone at home,no where to go,no place to hang out til morning like last time.

Hmm..let's share some of my story before I study in College. After finish my secondary school, I started to focus on my music n band's life. I used to have a band name "Dash". Why this name?Ok, this is funny.I remember that time, me and my friend wanted to join a competition but we have no band. So we find our friends and ask them to join in. Very fast, 1 week we formed a band, choosen a song for competition and practice every single day. After 1 week,we go for audition and we pass to the final,but 1 thing is we don have any name for our band. So in the end, we decide to use '-' which is 'dash'. Actually, we using '-' but donno how the hell on the final, our name became 'Dash'. At last,our band named 'Dash'.

Band life was fun, in the competition,we got champion.In that competition, we learn many thing for live perfomance which is cannot learn in the jamming studio. Seriously, that time is really really fun ballz! Normally, we will hang out at the jamming studio with gang and my guitar Master,Mr Ice. We hang out until 1 or 2 am,some times 3. After that we will go have our supper. Sometimes if we move early,then we will go cyber cafe play games. I fuckin miss that life. That's lots of FUN. But I know I can't live like this forever,I should have something else,so I choose continue smy studies.

**ROCK WILL NEVER DIE,ROCK CAN ALWAYS KEEP ME ALIVE.SERIOUSLY,NO JOKE!**

Finally show up...

Well,it's quite a long time I didn't update this blog yeah...as usual..Lazy..

I'm glad to got Timothy Lim comment. I know all the crew have done thier best.Anyway,there's always have to side of way to let you think about. If every one just because of little shit and we feel happy,then this world will never have improvement. Ofcause I saw the sucessful side,but wat i mention is about the bad side i saw. I've have seen quite many event oganize by secondary school people,let's dont talk about the equitment, the arrangement of the event is pretty good than just show section by section until 1am. Where is the fuckin arrangement? I saw many people have the transport go there n because of the damn late night show,they have no transoprt go home. That suppose to done my a college organizer?

Once again,that's what I'm talking about the bad of that event.erm...I think I can just fuckin drop this topic because it's over.

Now this blog end up with 'No Speaker'. Maybe will cause the people who reading this blog can't find the URL..but what the first shit flash into my mind is 'Please,who the hell will read this shit ballz!?'.In the end i decided to use 'no speaker'.The reason i use that because,in this page I dont force people to listen the songs that I like,i know EVERY ONE HAVE THEIR OWN MP3 or VIDEO CLIP.
Another reason I use this name also because No Speaker doesn't mean no voice out.Ofcause I will voice out my life, my shit in here.

Oh ya, That day I've got to copy "The Phantom Of the Opera OST",seriously..the music is nice.Nicer than the dumb fuck dancing with the music which is no meaning. Here is the part of the cover.

The Phantom Of The Opera OST 2004

Hater Mother Fucker

Almost 1 week never update my blog,1 thing is lazy,another thing is no one will read this blog.Anyway,this blog just to record down my persanal shit what.

Okay,let start from today.My Campus Organize a event "Glitz" which is something like star search.The PA system overall is okay,because of the sound proff system,the hall never create echo shit.But then the some of the mic have problem.I was wonder why dont they ready a few more,not say is expensive for a fuckin mic.

Other than that,the arrangement SUCKS!They start with group,then all is dancing n end with all bands.Dont they think that's bored?event secondary school student can think better than that,PLEASE!Okay,let's talk about the dancer,some of 'DANCER' just shake their ass n boobs in font,n that's call dance,FUCK that.Everyone was so high with the person who shake their fuckin ass only on the stage and just keep repeating the same shit.I have no doubt to say many of student in my college is just 'poyo' n poser.They just so happy to see that kind of shit which is no meaning,Dumb Ass!

Then is the bands,I only saw 1 band perform then i just leave the fuckin hall and hang out the corridor with my frens.The band is just okay,balancing have problem,vocal voice no tone,the guitar 'high' to much.I respect the "Red Dragon" even thol they abit 'action' on the stage.But their setting,the sence of the sound is good.The vocal is fuckin chun!

I have friend who took part in the shit suppose to play 2 songs,but in the end turn out 1 song is just because the commitee said not enuff time,last min change.

Glitz is a good start actually,they also done a good job,maybe slack of experince,seriously,the system sucks!as usual in LIMKOKWING...

Damn tired,tomolo is weekend,can have a nice sleep.

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