Grotesque Me


Lovely Night

Listening 'Somewhere over the rainbow' by Judy Garland and look at the list of iTune, up next will be Good Charlotte's The River. I hope my mood of blogging will not spoil by next songs.

After 95%, I really gain a lots of knowledge. Plus this semester, one of my subject is talking about marketing and planning, at least I not blur when I'm doing the project. I'm the person who don't like get into trouble, don't like to involve for responsible. That's why I don't like to be a group leader or chairman of clubs. But after the training, I notice I less of leadership, and I really need to train my self in it. Intention is 100%, so in this semester, I'm the leader for 1 assignment, final assignment for a whole semester.

I was stuck with what I should do, how to be a leader and how to make my group be the best. Starting, I tried the way I work in 95%, for like 4 weeks? I notice that couldn't work. People will not share as much as they can, they wont say they want to do the task until you ask for, they will not get involve until they have to. I observe each person strange and weakness, and given different task for each person. This will be easier and faster. I know work this way will cause others no chance to work on it. But seriously they even happier, and also if they not good in it, I ask them to work together, share out and still I'm gonna reject the work. So, that will wasted the time for both side.

My group now working quite fine. At least there's no one is useless in my group. Never expect to choice who should you work with but think of how you should work with the people. Great learning that I get from 95%. Once again, Thanks Janet, Peter, and Shahnaz!

Vanquisher

Recently, I fell in love with a word 'Vanquisher'. I'm not sure how to pronounce it perfectly yet, but I really like the meaning of this word. The meaning is like 'winner', people who won in the war, champion kinda thing. Besides, it also a goggles name from Speedo. Well, that's not the meaning I want.

After my arm tattoo, my next target will be my neck with this word. Seriously, I really love body art. Of cause not hard core type, that's gross.I love tattoo a lot. Among so many kind of tattoo, I really don't like tribal. My POV,that's meaning less, boring. I admire Travis Bucket's tattoo, any kind, and style. Japanese to Old school to modern.

Okay, drop the tattoo's topic.

Today, I felt so weak, so tired. I no need more rest but energy. Rest more doesn't mean I can have more energy. But, today still a wonderful day!

300



Damn! This movie is fucking owe some! I never seen a movie that every single frame will say a good photo. No matter the story, camera angle, I will say everything is good, bloody good!

300 Men versus a million, for the freedom and country. Good king not only must have leadership, but also including everything that no people does. Sacrifices for the most important thing in life. Do not surrender. So much so much thing can learn from the story.

Tonight, We dine in Hell!

well, I don't mind watch more than 1 time....

My Geisha


Finally! I have my new tattoo. Seriously, if you ask me why Geisha,I'm gonna tell you I don't know, I just like it. It's like I like this tshirt because I think is nice and I like it. For me,even though tattoo is a forever thingy, why still I don't like to think for the reason any i make a tattoo. I Just Like It.
This tattoo is done by my friend and I quite like his work, but still, some of the part will need to touch up later on.




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