Grotesque Me


5 AM

It's 5 in the morning,
for the god's shake,I still awake.
This time,
So many things will just come around.
They will come across my mind and playing trick in it.

Future future, what will I be..
I remember the song, 'Que Sera Sera',
that sentence, 'what ever will be will be' always stuck in my head.
Who doesn't want to be some body?

Wait.. wait..
I think I went to far.
I suppose to think of my assignment, ya, the works.
Think about what suppose I to do now.
Look back, it's already 2 and da half year past,
from noobie turn to a design student.
I'm not the one in yesterday,but I'm some one from yesterday.

After 95% training,
I notice that looking back is one of the way to see your self,
see your self clearer.

I'm pouring out now.
Just no need to care what I'm saying.


New Year Dinner

Finally, me and my family had new year dinner together on the new year eve. My family is kinda 'incomplete' family. So usually my home only have me,my mum and my younger sister. But this year, my family finally had a dinner in restaurant together. Even though is not on the new year eve,but still better than don have.

On the new year eve, me,my mum and my sis are still cleaning the house. As usual, my mum always get into bad temper . Then we start fight. Why? I damn lazy wanna explain it, so skip it k.
But at last, my mum ask me to in charge the kitchen and prepare the food,and my sister cleaning the living room with my mum.

everything done around 11 something. We started our so-called-dinner at 11.30 and we finish in the first day of new year. (12 am ma)

At last, 3 of us sit down and have a proper new year dinner(steam boat).

Happy Chinese New Year








Dear Chinese,wish you have a happy piggie year! Take good care and good luck in everything!!!恭喜恭喜(Gong Xi Gong Xi), 万事如意(Wan Shi Ru Yi), 身体健康(Shen Ti Jian Kang), 心想事成(Xin Xiang Shi ChenG)!!!!

16 Feb 2007

Eleven in the morning,
I woke up pretty early.
Compare to other holiday,
today is pretty early.

Some where I'm going,
a place that have noise some times,
a place that too quite some times,
I would say the place is bored,
I also say this place is peaceful.

I'm coming back home,Mum.

Happy Valentine's Day

First of all,Happy Valentine's Day to all the Valentines in the world.

Chinese New Year is coming, kinda like happy and also not really. Happy because I'm going back home.But so what if I go back? My house still 3 of us and still not celebrating and thing. Some more all my friends are not around.

Tired. Sleepy. Night.




NoSpeaker 2005-2007